Like Sands Through the Hourglass, These are the Gays of My Life

Ah, where do I begin?

I have always known that having only gay boys as friends can becomplicated. There is always some kind of drama or crisis going on. "I don't like that one" or "He is mad at me" are words I hear often.

I have one gay boy, Brady, who does not like the others and purposefully avoids them at all costs. He is insanely jealous of Jesse, my best friend, and can never say anything nice.

Next is Scott the gayest boy you'll ever meet. He is sweet and cute and I always laugh hysterically when he is around. Not much to say about them. They are always busy with school or work. BOR-ING!!!

Brian and Jesse Nicholls-Nix or Nix-Nicholls (rolling my eyes) areprobably the least drama-free and most fun to be with. Brian often jokes that I spend more time at their house then he does. That's not totally true, but I can see how he would say that. I talk to Jesse almost every single day-on Instant Messanger, on the phone, or in person. So, there is little that Brian doesn't know. Sometimes this is good, sometimes it's bad. Either way, I go through these cycles where I think Brian hates me (even though he doesn't) and I hate him back(even though I don't).They have an interesting relationship. I know that they are meant to be together and they both want to spend the rest of their lives with each other. But sometimes I wonder. The running joke among all of us is, "Oh, look. Jesse and Brian are fighting again." They don't fight. They have disagreements over who killed the plant or who knows photoshop better.

I know they will be together for the rest of their lives. (If not, I have to clean up the puddle of Jesse. Don't do that to me Brian!)

Finally, Adam. Hmmm, what to say? What to say?

Oh my hell! Where do I begin! Out of all of them, Adam wins Miss DramaWorld Infinity. And I KNOW drama, I have a 5-year-old girl who I swearhas taken acting lessons from Sally Fields.

Anyway, Adam causes most, ok ALL, of the contention among all of us. For awhile, he was only talking to me (why, God, why?!). Now, he has slowly moved back into being "friends" with Brian and I'm not sure if Scott is talking to him yet. Something or someone is always bothering him. We can't talk about him because his feelings might get hurt orwhatever. Yet, he ALWAYS talks about others and ALWAYS says shit about them. He blames me for the problems we have, but that's his way of not taking responsibility for anything.

I know he is jealous of the friendship I have with Jesse. He resents me. But that wasn't my fault. He alienated himself from us on his own. So what if they all like me more? (Well, I am cuter, smarter, and funner than him. hehe) It gets annoying after awhile and we seem to go through these never-ending cycles with him. Today, he's not our friend. Tomorrow, he will be. And the day after that? Who the hell knows?

Well, this concludes my first post (let's hope it's not the last) of The Gays of My Life.

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